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Assalamualaikum...alhamdulillah...been employed as agent RO...need to switch mode back~~~super excited with both...hoping everything will end well...currently in the mode of insecure and uncertainty..i dunno why...maybe because imbalance hormon...but i hope by tomorrow it will faded away... TTTTTTTTTTTTT~~~i need mrs aizat..please aizat..post ur wifey...lately i dunno, feel abandon by awin and frens...i feel happy for her yet at certain point, she into her bf...no offence...but she didnt much time with me...calling me jelly of awin, heck no..it juz dat, knowing awin, easily predict that she's into 'it'..dun ask for more, juz spend few hours with frens is enaff...ob keep on saying dat i kecik hati with awin...deep down, ya..but my priciple is simple..i dun mind u guys have bf, yet, please, have ur own time with ur frens...2 play safe, i jus see from far my frens happiness...i dun object since her bf is kind...wish all the best 2 the couple...people keep on asking me when is my turn??i dunno...it juz dat my bad memory make me too careful where at the end, end up being good frens...some do judge me without knowing my true color, looking at appearance, feels that im no good, well, i dun give damn care...get 2 know me first then u can judge me...lepaking for few hours and already make ur assumption, aint good...im juz a simple person...i only make fuss on food....im not that baik pun...i do have things that i done during my stupidity...what im looking for juz a simple guy who like 2 eat, well, coz i like 2 cook..so need 2 make sure the food will finish..hahaha~~~someone who can take care of me and lead me...im a person who sometimes doing the decision..i need someone who can control my thinking and stupidity~~haha.. its not juz me make all the decision...we can discuss but please, u need to make the decision...someone who always remind me about my religion...we are normal people..so we do mistakes...so i need someone who can lead me...show me right or wrong...senang je kan what i look into guys...maybe mix of pakcik+ abah+ mr M= my dream guy kot....pakcik is someone who i know back then who have been there for me after im emotionally unstable during my graduate studies due to disturb from other party...mayb because pakcik ni fatherhood type kot...but due to diff thinking, make us day by day apart after i grad...hope he's doing ok...abah..my sugadadla...sape lagi...the only person who can control me and psycho me...and Mr M is someone who i knew before pakcik lagi...we used to be close. one of guys yg i trust who can take care of me kalau kluar mne2...he do have sket2 macam abah...one of gentleman that i know..cheeky yet lotsa love....i respect him so much...wahhh..malam2 tallk bout guys~~hahaha..later post would be more academic as im trying 2 fit with new jargon~~ :D

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