happy birthday to me~~

weee~~alhamdulillah.. thank you allah...syukran...happy 27th birthday 2 me :)...tapi till now i still dun get my cake :(~~nak makan kek...sape nak kasi i mkn kek nih????
but still, i dun wanna spoil my day~~hehehe..tq 2 my cuz, my frens, my mentees and everyone who wish me~~thank you...kamsahamnida :) u guys rock my world :)

dapnyer kalo dapat cake~~~

short term memory~~~

warghhh!!!asal semua benda xhengat nih??byk sgt memikir or byk sgt mkn semut??hahahha...been a while..adushhh~~~bz..penat..n xtau what have i done past few weeks..mentally, physically, emotionally exhausted!
At this moment, next 2 me beside my phone is a box of student assignment that need to be mark~~~n the best part is, i dun have mood at this moment!!minda bercelaru..i want my mommy :(
short but sweet post~~

its hard to please everybody T_T

i dun ask things to happen..n i know everything happen must have reason..n y, the person yang dekat ngan kita, still dun understand me well?kun fa ya kun...i know ive not been a good daughter, n a good follower..yet, who am i to said anything that happen to me?i didnt ask everything to happen..xmintak pun india 2 langgar..xmintak pun segala benda yg dah bagi..in fact im more than bersyukur dengan apa yang ada disekeliling...but please...please..please...for once, try 2 understand me..you guys think that ive been having fun with all the thing that uve give me?asyik ingat nak berseronok je??xtau dah nk cakap apa..xboleh nk pk apa yang dh jadi nih..astagfirullah...e2 yang dok dikatakan dalam hati, so that i wont be anak derhaka..its hard bila org yang kita sayang, yang dekat dgn kita still dun understand us well..penat dah dgn semuanya...biarla kalo dh orang nk pk aku mcm 2..dh jadi malas nk cakap apa2..ikut cakap salah..xikut cakap lagi kena marah~~minda bercelaru..sakit kepala pun dapat...apa lagi yg ada, panadol n air suam zzzzzz
assalamualaikum

STRESS!!

y oh y..huhuu..february sangat menguji mentally, physically and emotionally. :(:(:(~~~~im stress out currently with my workload and SETARA audit..been trying 2 comfort myself by saying that relax, its all bout finishing the job, yet, i start 2 question, where's my sincerity in doing the job?huhuhu...adapting takes time, yes its true, yet, as time goes by, im still thinking, where's my passion in doing my task?im ok with my students, my colleague, my bos..she's the best, yet, till now, been teaching at 2 institutions, i dun see myself as an educator..but still im doing my best in teaching my student..hmm...susah rupanya untuk mencari keikhlasan dalam melakukan sesuatu pekerjaan..or is it keikhhlasan itu akan datang setelah adanya keredhaan?hmm..something to think about...
congratz to my roomate..shahidatul hajar@CT..dah tawen :)..sangat kebetulan yerr..im stress n need time out from shah alam n its ur wedding day the next day..mmg keje giler!!tq my scandal ikut i eventhough ko xtau ape2:)

12 hours driving~~~meme giler...neway, gara2 keluar daerah, make me thinking memori lame..bak kata my brother, duka berlara..:(...setiap pahit ada manisnya kan...dh asyik sour memory je, smpat la jumpe abg polis yg dh posting kat KT~~domok sudah abg polis yg asyik standby~~~hahaha..stay strong yerr der..cri jekk aweks2 ganu :)
another kisah sedih in feb :(..SLK dilanggar todak :(:(~~stupid giler kaf lam aif ya nga..xpasal2, jadi mangsa :(...dripada nk cri mkn, dh jadi kenyang biler SLK ku kena langgar:(..sangat teruk ok :(..dh la p langgaq polis, mabuk pulak 2...langgar kete aku lagi..adoyaiii~~~



enaff said~~:(