congratz my mentees :)

2days is FISE's dean list award and im so proud of my mentees, faisul and syikin..congratz korunk...next week kita g mkn k..miss blanje :).so happy seeing them naik pentas.yang lain, sem nih study rajin2 k :)..dis sem target dpt dean list lagi..n faisul +syikin, make sure kekalkan pointer :)
Faisul dapat cert from en adam
faisul yg hari ni smart xhengat :)
syikin yg dapat cert from en adam :)~~3.83 tue :)
it was suppose 2 be a formal event, yet, biler raden and aiman keluar, at 1st show, it was formal yet, they look awkward ~~kuikuikui..but overall, the performance ok :) too add the spice up, 6 student'pengelat2' where 3 drpdnyer is my student mengelat from the event.luckily wani took their picture in action :p

nakal ekk korunk 3 orang nih, xkire, 2moro night, blanje miss MI4~~hahaha..the one in red shirt is hafiz,behind him, aqiff and the moroon shirt is amir...mengusik org, no 1~~haish..MI4 yerr sok mlm..
anyway, sick weekend i guess this week..huhuu...coughing, sneezing,fever..huhuhu

huhuhuhu..sakit 2 maksudnyer Allah sayang farah..being positive will make everything that we do turn up to be good..all iz well.N juz ignore my post format..i can't edit any formatting as i did not appear on the interface and edit html also did not work..aiyakk~~~

p/s:amy, boss u cari~~hahaha*mode jeles sbb u still ngah cuti :P*

jolly good mood +pre-sickness sign

eikk??cannot upload video already??ape nih...ish3~~anyway, esok dh start kej balik..xpuas weekend!!oh ya, me so jolly good mood~~xsabar tnggu 07012012..hehehe..yg lagi best awin dh wat ayat2 sedey dier saying that i didnt inform her bout my engagement~~HAHAHA...rase nak gelak2 guling2 jekk kat poh kong td :p~~juz becoz i said that im at poh kong with abg polis a.k.a sharum, terus pk aku skandal ngan sharum..ello, cik awin, bestfren aku kot..tp xley lawan ko, ko kan BFF aku..hehehehe..lap u la awin:D~~~y im so excited on 7th jan?coz sharum is going 2 propose his gf~~weewee...insya allah, i will be there..hahha, si penyibuk nih, mesti nk join jugak :p..hopefully pe yg ko plan 2 menjadi, sharum..aku dh bygkan dh sgala swordman a.k.a member2 ko ngan ko skali nk propose...mmg terbaeekk~~~cerewet gak ko time beli cincin:p~~hahahha..wish my good fren n my sifu all the best on 07012012..ketua platun, tekadkan semangat..:)aku bwk org2 sokongan on that day~~^____^~~haa, awin..jgn dok sedey2..hahahahahaha...n aku pegi seri kembangan lepas hntr pkcik 2 balik..meh lerr dtg umah aku..umah aku de mcm2 dh..hahaha..aku bwk balik khazanah2 dri umah mak ndak :p
eventho ngah in good mood, sign of my sickness dh ada dh..aiyakk...seram sejuk la pas nih..huhuhu..n i need to jumpe tukang urut..kaki makin sakit..huhuhu..to be continue

white, it is!

*cough*cough*..its too dusty ere..hahahaha...6 month without posting anything..tq AMY,buat me post sumthing back here~~^____^~~.What happen 2 me past few month??hehehe..alhamdulillah, dengan rezeki yang Allah bagi..from Gombak, then back 2 Shah Alam..Alhamdulillah..kalo dah rezeki kan :)
This month, my 5th month with MSU.Alhamdulillah..masih teguh berdiri dan mampu menahan segala lambakan kerja~~wah, lambakan kerja..kerja..kerja.kerja...owhh...bikin pusing saja..lets forget about works~~~lets talk bout MSU's dinner serenity garden theme, which is elegant white~~fuhh,jenuh la jugak pk ape nk pakai ape...shopping ngan k lis dari jumaat cari baju yg sesuai..end up, wearing something like top n seluar kembang...xsmpat nk berpic at the entrance since me dh lambat n dato' dh smpai, so kelam kabut laa cri seat.the food, ok2 laa, ada yg ok, ader x,kureng..in term of ambience, mmg terasa lake gardennyer..

but overall, satisfied la since the artist is spider n kak ZZ..hehehhe..Masa Spider, terkawal lagi, since me, nk kate peminat, biase2 jekk..layan la lagu2 dier.layan2 jugak,bz jugak la amik pix :D

Tam spider in action

but mase kak ziana kuar~~tb2 kak del,kak
lis, kak liah suppp...gone~~~rupe2nyer, peminat tegar kak ziana..hahaha..but its nice though, dapat tgk dier nyanyi...

peminat tegar nih(kak del and kak lis)~~hehehehhe

anyway, its a great to see gelombank putih at SACC.We'll see what happen for next dinner conduct by our faculty:)

lame dh xtulis, xtau nk cakap ape, nway, pas nih kena kerap update la blog nih..kuikuikui~~~sat2 nnt kita cerita benda2 pahit plk noo yg jadi past few month..before that, layan spider sepam :)

oookkk, i give up..1 nite trying 2 upload the vids~~~nanti next entry i upload the vids :D

nak post lagi!

want like him!!!!

been a while

hahahaha~~~so FAKE!!!!gelak xikhlas sungguh
thot i wont be posting up sumthing again~~hahaha...life been so messed up..i might be seeing so happy n jolly, yet, my soul doesnt in peace!many things hv been mix up in my life..trying to unknot the string..but, still, cant manage it..sumtimes i feel so depress when it come to opposite gender...sound soooo desperate kan??..yet, when you reach at my age, you will feel so unsecure..n judgemental of the opposite gender making you feel so down..frankly speaking, im so tired of ppl who judge me based on appearance..who do u think you are?that make you the creature that have been create by the same creator like me, but thinking that you are sooooo PERFECT??know me as who am i..judge me on my attitude n behaviour..im not a miss world..for god sake, if im a miss world, i wont even be friend with you...what can i do if i am that naive??is it wrong that i think all people that i know is a good person??n ya, juz be friend!!naff said!

welcome to my silly life~~

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life~~~~part of pink's lyric..heck ya, welcome to my silly life...lately, been making lotsa silly things n decision~~~minda sangat serabut...banyak benda yg difikirkan n cuba untuk meleraikan setiap satu simpul yg serabut itu...kita hanya merancang..n tuhan yg menentukan...sumtimes i do think dat i hv split personality...haha...part of me doing silly thing..but then, the 'good' part of me suddenly appear,that then make me think hard bout what have my 'bad' part of me hv done..im not proud of what ive been doing..i mean my 'bad' part of me..till now, still thinking bout it..tp, makin cube untuk menyelamatkan diri, makin cuba untuk berenang ke permukaan, makin tenggelam ke dasar....hoping sumone will help me from drowning...
ive try to forgive accept...tapi...ntah la...agaknya sampai bila2 pun tidak akan ader kepercayaan terhadap kaum berlainan jenis..make me think of shontalle's lyric..
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love...*kena sungguh kan*
ive been playing with fire...try not to feel regret, tp, biler dh byk lalat yg hurung,bangkai yg berbau itu xkn dapat ditutup lagi..n biler dh terlampau byk sgt dusta dari benar..apa untungnya buat mcm 2 pun xtau la..eventho uve been support me mase study dlu, i meant moral support, maybe its juz part of script frm ur play..i cant tell yg mane benar, yg mne palsu...silly me huh..i may look like a solid rock, yet, im so naive when it comes to ppl around me..i always think good bout others, yet, some do take advantage of my naive-ness..i accept bout ur marriage, sape saye untuk menidakkan sesuatu yg telah di tetapkan oleh yg satu...i can't accept how uve been fooling me around for couple of years..silly me huh??welcome to my silly life..to be cont...

Its mac~~~

its mac already!!!ive been live for 26year and 3days~~~hehehehe..this year, xde celebration sangat...thanx to all yang wish..awin n mama for the treat n kak su + zaim for the macaroon :)..being 26, buat kita makin berfikir tentang masa depan...im not that perfect..byk lopong2 yg perlu ditampal balik...moga Allah mengampuni dosa2 hambaMu ini....Lately, banyak tekanan dari segi emosi dan persekitaran...dh masuk mac, tapi, xdapat lagi job..sedih..walaupun akal mengatakan rezeki semua, Allah yang beri...memang betul..tapi biaselah..emosi cuba menguasai diri...moga2 cepat la mendapat kerja...back 2 my birthday..wah, nk cerita lagi pasal birthday dier~~hahaha...eventho, thn nih xde org nk celebrate sangat..the best part, i got back my SLK, alhamdulillah..n a day before my birthday..jumpe teman lame...agak lame jugak melepak bersama...seronok..coz biasala...memori lame kan :)..n he's one of guys yg sy kenal ader hot smoking eyes..ngeh3~~mase skolah xperasan la pulak kan..ntah la..sangat suka tengok lelaki yg bermata macam 2..astagfirullah al azim...kikiki...tah la..when it comes to guys, i dun have the nerve to show my feeling towards them..maybe i cherish frenship more than my feeling kot...oh ya, im not trying to be a bad girl..but eventually, i notice that a good fren of mine, who used to hang out with me, dulu2 before he got a gf..im guessing, he got prob with his gf..i guess..major prob..i used to have crush on him back then, he's a great guy but..coz ive known him too well, i dun have the nerve to make a move, n i feel that he'd be better with other gurl..ya la, kalo dh slalu bersama lebih dari 8jam sehari...mostly everyday...mane xknl dier kan..nway, moga2 ape yg difikirkan 2 xbetul....my aim..nk jugak buat rambut giring!!hahaha..senget!