welcome to my silly life~~

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life~~~~part of pink's lyric..heck ya, welcome to my silly life...lately, been making lotsa silly things n decision~~~minda sangat serabut...banyak benda yg difikirkan n cuba untuk meleraikan setiap satu simpul yg serabut itu...kita hanya merancang..n tuhan yg menentukan...sumtimes i do think dat i hv split personality...haha...part of me doing silly thing..but then, the 'good' part of me suddenly appear,that then make me think hard bout what have my 'bad' part of me hv done..im not proud of what ive been doing..i mean my 'bad' part of me..till now, still thinking bout it..tp, makin cube untuk menyelamatkan diri, makin cuba untuk berenang ke permukaan, makin tenggelam ke dasar....hoping sumone will help me from drowning...
ive try to forgive accept...tapi...ntah la...agaknya sampai bila2 pun tidak akan ader kepercayaan terhadap kaum berlainan jenis..make me think of shontalle's lyric..
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love...*kena sungguh kan*
ive been playing with fire...try not to feel regret, tp, biler dh byk lalat yg hurung,bangkai yg berbau itu xkn dapat ditutup lagi..n biler dh terlampau byk sgt dusta dari benar..apa untungnya buat mcm 2 pun xtau la..eventho uve been support me mase study dlu, i meant moral support, maybe its juz part of script frm ur play..i cant tell yg mane benar, yg mne palsu...silly me huh..i may look like a solid rock, yet, im so naive when it comes to ppl around me..i always think good bout others, yet, some do take advantage of my naive-ness..i accept bout ur marriage, sape saye untuk menidakkan sesuatu yg telah di tetapkan oleh yg satu...i can't accept how uve been fooling me around for couple of years..silly me huh??welcome to my silly life..to be cont...