24 today=)

Happy birthday to me..happy birthday to me..happy birthday to cik jeton...happy birthday to me=))~~~
Syukur alhamdulillah..thank you Allah..for giving me chance to live another year..thanx 2 all my fren for the wish and hoping for the best this year...i hope i can finish my Master by end of this year..and i hope he'll be back next month..*crossing my finger*..to settle our problem...all the best for me this year...i'll start working with taylor's dis monday..huhuhu..will be bz for the rest 8 month after dis...work-class-saiment-work-class-saiment...huhuhuhhuhuhu
k la..got 2 finish up my assignment:)

Happy Mood--taylors and PGL show

gosh~~~last nite was superb..a nite 2 remember..or should i say, a day that need to be remembered=)...
hoyeh~~hoyeh..i wuz chosen..=)..im not unemplyee now..thanx to i line and taylor=)..next month, officially will be an admin exec for taylor...i got a call from the HR of i line about 3 sumthing..cant believe it coz u know what ive done during the interview..hope this will be my stepping stone for my career:)...
yesterday, wuz my big bro's bday=)..hepi bday ayong...bukan nk blnje adek terchenta dier nih...juz reply tq jek:p..kuikuikui...*thn nih kawin yerk:p*hehehe...at last, i got a sister=)
went to watch PGL season 3 yesterday...shows that ive been waiting...amazing..my 1st time experiance watching theater..superb..brialliant piece...word cant express all my emotion while watching the play..i wuz amazed when the play start..i thot it wuz juz a canvas...yet, after a while, its actually the prop and its real not juz a piece of canvas...from the props, the songs, the play, the people, the music, the costume..gosh..i dunno how to express it...speechless...kudos to all the PGL team...it is a magical journey..laughter, joy, funny, sad, romantic, anger, all are well mix emotion that really make me eager wat will happen next..fuuny 2 see the Sultan Melaka sing and dance..hehehe..*adlin can sing=)*and hang tuah..wahh~~~macho man...hehehe...even though hes a little bit pelat, its forgivable since the play went so smooth:)...its so sad that this wud be Tiara's last appearence as Puteri Gunung Ledang...teh 3 hours show didnt feel like it is a 3 hours show..:)..
PGL have give the malaysian sumthing where it attract more people to watch theater and its show to all the Malaysia's history where the usage of java language during the 1st half of te show...how melaka back then during its glory....i tried 2 scan for one of the dancers, sly*one of participant for SYTYCD*...tp xjumpe...but its ok...=)
went back 2 s alam nearly at 2 am..hehehehe..if my parents tau ni...

holding back your memory~~~

yeap~~yeap~~PGL mood now..hahaha*sanggup cancelled class sendri 2:p*...can't wait:)....
I've been not in good shape past few days...i know its not good for me and last saturday, i let it go*:'(*My psyco doc million times ask me to let it go...move on with my life...i've move on yet, part of me still patiently wait at the pit stop..*like F1 la plk*...allstar said, up to me to hold your memories...but doc ckp i got to let it go..dont close the doors in front of me juz bcoz im holding back my memories...feel so stupid sumtimes thinking bout wat happen...knowing him not just for a while..we become frens...then get serious...nearly 4 years...i may look happy...but deep down inside...nobody knows...its not dat i dun want to get serious with them..yet,my bad, i do compare them with him...i know i shudnt do that...but, deep down inside, he, as far as i notice only person who know me in and out...he know how to guide and fight back what i said...coz i sumtimes like 2 pick up fight..*jahatkan* n he is so patient with me and he accept me as who i am, in and out...i choose to hold back my memories...worth it or not??time will tell and only Allah knows...*doc, sorry to dissappoint u...i choose 2 be this way*
A bit emo kan this timenyer entry~~~...anyone looking for job??vacant for doing my essay..gosh..i dun like doing it..yet, its my weekly assignment..huhu

what an interesting day=)

Wah,what an achievement...berderet2 postin' nyer:D...Start my day today with essay..again..as usual:)...bout the interview that i went, i think i answer it ok lar~~lots of hahaha inside the room...*crossing my finger to get the job*..if i were choosen, i will be under Taylor College handle the data...n during the interview, me, if i dun fool myself,its not Siti Farah:p..*xsengaja ok...*yet, the panel wuz so cool...*ayat kipas~~hahaha~~*n guess wat, once again, class cancelled=)... hahahhaha~~~cool gler Dr Rusz..hahahaha
Ok now, serious matter...do u believe in breakup for a while in a relation??i totally dun believe in it..my pov, one of the sign ure relationship got prob n ur probability of breaking up with ur partner is above the par...*wah, mcm doktor cinta plk*ntah la...xpnh lagi face dat kind situation lagi...huhu
Everyday stay up late..pe nak jadi anak pak mail nih..hhuhuhu
til then~~~
to be continued

Carbon Footprint

I find that this article is so interesting.Thanx to Dr Rus who ask us to find about this topic.
Carbon Foot Print
is a measure of the impact our activities have on the environment, and in particular climate change. It relates to the amount of greenhouse gases produced in our day-to-day lives through burning fossil fuels for electricity, heating and transportation etc.
It is sum of:-

1. The primary footprint is a measure of our direct emissions of CO2 from the burning of fossil fuels including domestic energy consumption and transportation (e.g. car and plane). We have direct control of these.

2. The secondary footprint is a measure of the indirect CO2 emissions from the whole lifecycle of products we use - those associated with their manufacture and eventual breakdown. To put it very simply – the more we buy the more emissions will be caused on our behalf.

You can actually calculate your carbon footprint in this website...http://www.carbonfootprint.com

yet, the calculation of this website focus more for US..we should do for malaysian la kan...

renung2kan..dan selamat beramal:p

budak raJin

Hahaha~~rajinyer budak nih..anak sapa la;p~~hahaha...dunno wat happen to me...rajin ya amat mengupdate blog nih...the emo help actually...n i keep rewinding the same song over and over again...huh~~~start my day with Mr Ron's saimen..berkobar2 siapkan td..then cook speggetti, my style...lebur~~lebur~~lebur..hahaha...n during his class in the evening, ym wif mat kat ofis a bit fun since he is so 'kedeng' 2 blanje me...yet, i dun have mood to do flash..huhuhu..i keep praying that he will finish class early*opss, sorry Mr Ron, my bad=)*.. dunno wat happen to me past few week nih...im not in mood doing anything..n seriously, i hate seeing me like this...its been a while x "huhuhu"...n im trying not to bother my psyco doc since she also bz with her saimen...i understand her well...ganbatte farah!!!aja..aja..
Gosh, its near 2 am already...i still need 2 finish my essay and this afternoon, i got interview..huhuhu...a bit scary since i dun have mood to do anything, afraid that suddenly, datang my 'xbetul' behavior..hahahaha...main belasah jekk..hohoho~~~im trying 2 focus my mind in finishing my essay...k, til then...
opss, 3 song that i keep on rewind lyrics...agak jiwang=))
Laguku Untukmu by Hasnol
Kehadiran membawa seribu erti
Terasa bagaikan suatu mimpi
Indah mahligai yang kita bina
Impian kini terlaksana sudah

Tiada ku terlintas akan terjadi
Kita kan terpisah jua akhirnya
Sejenak ku terfikir segala
Oh keindahan bersamamu

Kembalilah kasih kepada diriku
Hidupku sepi tanpa kehadiranmu
Dengar rayuanku jeritan batinku
Masih dahagakan kemesraanmu
Hanya kau yang ku cinta tiada kedua
Usah biar ku menderita

Setelah kau pergi tiada kembali
Pilunya tak dapat ku menggambarkan
Abadi kasihku yang amat suci
Biarku yang dalam kegelapan

Dengarlah dendangan laguku untukmu
Suara hati lambang suci murni
Berat saatku dilamun rindu
Setelah lama dikau pergi oh...
Kasihku... oh...

Kembalilah kasih kepada diriku
Hidupku sepi tanpa kehadiranmu
Dengar rayuanku jeritan batinku
Masih dahagakan kemesraanmu
Hanya kau yang ku cinta tiada kedua
Usah biar ku menderita

Setelah kau pergi tiada kembali
Pilunya tak dapat ku menggambarkan
Abadi kasihku yang amat suci
Biarku yang dalam kegelapan
Kasihku... oh...
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Sesuatu Janji by Taufik Batisah

Tidak ku sedar setahun sudah berlalu
Rasanya bagai hanya hari itu
Terakhir kali bertemu

Takkan ku lupa semua segar dalam ingatan
Sayangnya kita tidak pernah berikatan
Semuanya tinggal kenangan

Tapi janganlah engkau salah sangka
Aku kembali tanpa sebarang agenda

(Korus)
Bagaimana, seharusnya ku mengutuskan
Satu sikap yang bijaksana
Seandainya, kau tak mengaku
Hati mu teruntuk ku
Dan bila, sampai waktunya ku pergi lagi
Ku perlu engkau memahami
Aku hanya ingin melunaskan sesuatu janji

Tidak ku sangka cinta kita jadi begini
Dunia dewasa tidak sebebas dulu lagi
Terpaksa mendiamkan diri
Apa di hati

Bukan maksudku membuat kau terkeliru
Harap kau mengerti hati ku
Selalu dengan mu
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It's Over by Jesse Mc Cartney
We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear
your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin'
you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied

Oh they ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversation short and sweet because

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin'
you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause baby it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through
when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved ya before

And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl you know it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

to be continued...

Searching and Thinking mode

--Please come back~~u've been missing 4 long time--
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gosh, hahaha...lame xupdate...misi perlu diteruskan:)...its hols last week, when the class started, which is a very good starting, wak's class cancel, n mr ron's class pun..hehehe:)*who doesnt like class xde??tell me..let me service their brain:))*which left me with Dr Rus's class..hahaha..we had so much fun in the meeting room.. but a bit freezing la...*hahaha,me mane2 pun freezing:P* The debate that day wuz about Robotic...im in the pro side with kak salmi, kak nhiz, shabnam, and walid while in the con side,kak ummi, abg meor,abg din , abg is, ele and kak liana...gosh, my skill in presenting the case rusty a bit, yet can be understand by the opponent~~hahaha*need 2 sharpen back my skill for end of semester presentation and sumtimes i do feel love being the class rep..gv me power:p~~hahahaha*
My mood, as usual, up and down...*masalah jiwa yg boleh membawa kepada keadaan diri 'xsehat'--i qoute that from my psyco doc;D--*i figure it out y i do have dat kind of mood, coz i eat all my prob alone and part of me have been missing 4 a long time...sum1 have been support me back then, yet now, ~~~speechless~~~Now, i'm holding at the One and Only with me, listen to me and give me strength as im walking not knowing what or who will i see ahead of me.Plus my frens N specially psyco doc...my best theraphy who always be with me*kawin ajak yerr=)*
Lately, i've been thinking,wud u rather be a person who been dumped or u're the one who will dumped a person?ure pov?im not willing 2 be both...both hurts...*--i quote from mr allstar,xbaik wat org nnt org wat kter balik..biar kiter yg kna...mesti ada yg lg baik--*in this situation, i feel like its better for me to prevent myself from being both..hohoho..*poyos statement**--skali lg, Mr allstar(luv doc dh dier nih:p~~hahaha),srg2 xelok...everybody akan ader seorg yg dh ditentukan...xkn slame2nyer nk single,beb--*
opps~~terlebih timing dh nih...essay xsiap lg..merepek no 1...back 2 ur work cik pora!!!
till we meet again:)
p/s: my page reno lmbt sket yaa~~hahahha~~xsempat:))

me and journal

hahaha~~~saiment makin byk..journal pun byk nk kna review...hehehhe:D
in fact, skunk nih pun ngah review journal, tp hahaha..curi tulang lagi...
ngah amik mood nih nk ngabiskan jonal2 nih..huhuhuhu

bertapa~~~

im in the process of deco my blog~~hehehe~~~
byk benda nk story..tp tngu hbs renovate..hehehe..gambar ija kawin..best kan:)

New Year~~new resolution

Its never too late for me to wish hepi new year~~hahaha~~~i know..i know,its already middle of the month, hehehe..too lazy 2 rite...suddenly,feels like wanna rite more in blog:p*kunun2 la:p*~~can be consider new resolution gak kan~~~hahahaha~~wink~~wink~~
This year,my new year start with one of my classmate got married:)..so sweet...hehehe~~we gather our classmate who is now staying in klang valley and shah alam,but unfortunately, because of work,some couldnt make it.At 1st, it was supose 2 be 4 of us,fafa,zaharah, min n me, yet, last minute min cancelled because of her work,so, it leaves 3of us only...we depart from shah alam around 7.30pm,actually we suppose depart at 7,but, because of heavy traffic,shah alam kan...and arrive safely at sg petani*my house* around 12 sumthing.
The ceremony held on Saturday, 10th Jan,we leave from my house around 11 and arrive Kuala Ketil at 12.30 approx. We manage to see ija walking under the swords~~yeay!!!!*hahahaha*she's so sweet in her dress:)..the food is ok.my friend and i have so much fun~~~oh ya, there are also the'utara' group..hahahha*ske2 hti jek label mike2:p..jgn marah na~~~*paah,yan n shu..hehhee..chit chat,laugh,joking around..posing*them la..im not into posing sgt:p*hehehe....we so so need 2 meet up regurlarly guys~~~it bring back our good times at KMPP:)~~miss that moment so much~~~
After the ceremony, in supporting to yan*hehhehe*, we all went to her sister's sauna...syiok ooo wa cakap:D~~~mcm nak pergi lagi..hahahhaha
bebel sana sini, my essay xsiap lagi..hahahaha~~ne way, after this, i will regurlarly update my blog..hehehehe..cian blog nih..harap lame jek dafter, but the owner so so lazy~~hahahahha~~
last but not least, ija's wed picture sket..hehhee